I’ve had interesting dating experiences – some fun and some scary! I haven’t experienced that special “spark” people speak about. (To be honest, I don’t know that it exists.)
Sometimes I wonder if my psyche is screwed up and I’m not able to become deeply involved at an emotional level. Even now when I think about it, I tense up or cringe because I just don’t believe people stick around – at least not in my experience.
I was hanging out this weekend with someone who is becoming a good friend and he even called me out on this. He said I don’t open up and tell him when things are bothering me or what I am thinking about – he’s right to a large degree. I keep a lot of my deep emotions locked away.
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